The end is a comin' riproarin' and a wailin'

For the first time in my life, I feel like I'm bordering intelligent Pahah what a laughable claim. I've never really considered myself to be smart. In high school, pushing myself to any limit seemed hazardous to my health and happiness... so I didn't really understand why people would try to memorize facts that teachers deemed to be important.

Yet here I am, chasing a lofty secular goal- get an A in one of the most challenging courses offered at BYU in the spring term (where the course goes 2x as fast!) I am desperately trying to teach my brain to retain and my soul to trust God. cuz I WANT TO GET INTO THE NURSING PROGRAM SOOOOO BAD.

Sometimes it feels like I'm in a tornado. A ferocious beauty that rips so loudly across the terrain– all my thoughts are replaced with it's wild colors. All I can do is embrace the wind it in and comprehend that being a recipient of any storm, is an opportunity.

Ya know, I feel like when it is aalll over,
a ringing sound will echo in my ears...
and then after a few brisk breaths of peace...

another cloud of responsibility will come roaring into view
oooh baby.

What a wild ride this is turning out to be.

P.S. I spent the weekend photoing one of my besties weddings !!!!!! HOW EXCITING!!!!!! I love photography.