But, by George, that doesn't make the process any easier.
Pulling yourself after that glimmer of hope that one day you will be okay. That you will enjoy, with the same great fervor, those old things.
A.K.A Being around large groups of people (without worrying/feeling uncomfortable)- enjoying dates- being okay with just pausing. stopping. slowing down. doing absolutely nothing- being okay with doing what I love- For me. Being okay with doing things FOR ME. gah.
But as for now, Here I am. Alissa.
In a lengthly healing process.
Trying not to think too much.
