On Decisions

I was waiting for the thunder waiting for the roar
Straining to hear an answer that I hadn't heard before

Eyes fixed heart ready I would answer the call
But I was surprised to find none came at all

So I deliberated and questioned said no then yes
Frustration mounted as I still had to guess

I asked God to show me some sign,
a flicker of anything would be just fine

But all I heard was nothing at all
And out of the sky there came no call

With no words from above that surely must mean
We are not meant to be together, I'll cut this clean

And that was that, my decision was not to stay
I was happy that God had helped me on my way

A few weeks later, I was alone in my room
Thinking maybe, just maybe, I spoke too soon

Questions came, old memories too,
anxiousness and fear and what do I do?

And then I read somewhere something that said
You are the baker in this house of bread

You are the actor in your own play
Also, the screenwriter, producer, hooray!

Our life is defined by yesses and no's
Our legacy is made by how we take the blows

We have the reigns in our hands the future is bright
God believes in us now, so we should too, right?

-AJM