10 days.

so uH. Yeah. I have ten days before my whole life is kindof flip flopped. 

Ten days to do everything: See People. Get the necessities. Say goodbyes. Give a talk in church (if anybody wants to come- Lemmeknow) Prepare to say hasta la vista to my family. And leave for a year and a half. Ogfiawo;fhraiof;hwaiofjaw9 hf ioajm3i;owqhfiwluhr ioweng foiqeh f oihrf o2;hfiwa difo;awh fia;oef nqio;fj q3hg olqejr olbakuvhioerhioe jfqty  jeia;o hfioq3;nfioq nbgluq3h  hjio foiqahnckanioghgfu qhrfioa;hvou;hgeaofga8ohfoaejgohlgofhhj;hjo;weiof;wihfo;wohfio; jio; ji;o jio; 

That is how I feel. All of the emotions conglomerated into a sentence that makes no sense but looks pretty great. Side note: here are pictures I promised! This is one of the adventures Ariah and I went on. 'Twas an aqueous adventure of sorts, complete with half the family, lots of slimy things, and azul galore.

My own precious lil fishy.


Right outside of the Inner Harbor

This is ze wet crew: An Adam being his typical nonchalant rebel who happens to adore the glowing Ariah, the precious BK, yours truly, and the tendency to pull the smolderface unintentionally broother. 

This is my absolute favorite animal. 

In fact, my mom tells me a story of when I was a kid and came here. By kid I mean wee leettle one. She took me down the shark hallway and what did I do? Scream? No... haha No, not me. I let out a riproaring bloodcurling soulcrushing roar. Such a cry was not heard often by the general population of humans. But this other worldly noise erupted from my soul. And I didn't stop relieving my horror until mom had rushed through the zigzaggy never-ending hallway and entered the jellyfish zone. The strangest thing is not remembering this experience in the slightest, but right when that door is opened. It is like this wave of fresh fear. A raw terror that just overwhelms me for a second. It is as if my whole being remembers, but my mind doesn't.

Inexplicably horrifying.

Also. Why the heck do they have to smile when they swim? Like it wasn't be creepy enough with just bajillions of teeth lining their iron jaws- They have to look like they know something... like they are up to something *shiver*

And there you are, a watery wonderland to dream about. 

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