He has all the answers.
I realized recently that people ask me questions and I have been simply checking my past/ using personal experiences/my opinions to try and teach them. But God has ALL the answers, He has the perfect truth, He knows how to touch people's hearts. Shouldn't I simply be directing them to Him? Teaching truth is one thing, but to know something, your spirit must be touched ... I can not give that to them... I can only be worthy and teach with the Holy Ghost. Then and only then will it resonate, only then will people begin to believe and to know.
That is a big difference.
It honestly is not about me anymore, It is about Him: His work, His plan, His will. It is not an easy thing- to take my whole self and turn it over to Him. But I am convinced that is all I can truly offer to Him. Myself. My will.
It is been hard, nerve-wracking, and I almost expected it to leave me with nothing, absolutely helpless. But He has literally taken me and returned me a better creature- He has given me exactly what I have needed to grow and is He constantly there. God has blessed me more than I comprehend and only now have I truly begun to see His love infiltrating each part of my existence. A change has come, a magnificent, mind-bogglingly, unimaginable change.
I am happier than I have ever been. I am closer to God than I can remember. And I understand more and more every day.
All because of Him and His love. Oh how I have grown to love Him, Oh how much I realized I already do.
I have grown to trust Him and I know with a surety I can be perfected in Him.